Message from Land Lady

I remember when in undergraduate, my friend told me, "Everyone has their own problem". Indeed. Do you think that your problem is the most difficult one? Several days ago I went to the one of the government offices in southern part of the city. After that, I went back to the campus passed the traffic light near XXI. While waiting the traffic light turned green, I saw a pedicab driver waited the light, held the steer of his pedicab that contained two passangers. The pedicab driver looked so tired, his breath was so heavy. It was shown from his back and shoulders. They moved heavily. It was in the middle of the noon, very hot, and it was fasting day. Whose poblem is more difficult? Yours?

This week, I went to immigration office in early morning. I passed traditional market. Among vegetable and food vendors who were very bussy serving the customers, there was a ballon seller, held many ballons in front of the gate of the market. He waited kids to be interested, but the kids prefered beautiful fish sold by other seller next to ballon seller. Nobody was interested to the ballon. It was closed to the Idul Fitri day. Everybody need money for preparation of the great day. How is his family? How he can fulfill the food and cloths for them? What's your problem? Whose problem is more difficult?

However, how hard the problem is, we are not supposed to worry. My ex land lady ever told, "Don't you worry about your problem. Do you think that the seller usually goes around the complex and seems nobody buys his food can not survive? He survives. He can life until now. He can fulfil the necesity of his family. Dont know how, but he can. God may guarantee it. God may guarantee rizky of the creature. Worm underneath the ground also always can fulfill its necesities. Dont you ever worry."

Btw, this land lady already passed away, but her message always stay in my mind. Actually there are other messages. Perhaps I will write in the other post.

The food seller seems nobody buys his good, looks so pity, old, bad cloths, and just uses little gloomy lamp with oil energy everyday goes around the complex of my ex boarding house. He looks pity, but actually he may be guaranteed by God about his rizki. So are the pedicab driver and ballons seller I saw several days ago. So are you. Me. We are the ceature of God. God may guarantee all we need like the guarantee God may give to small animals, to the pedicab driver, and ballons seller. Do not need to worry. For me, my self, I just do ikhlas, pray, and patient. From a book I read, if our mind is crowded and our feeling is disorder, we will be in the bad frequency. Consequently, our pray and wish will be so difficult to be broadcasted to the universe and sent to God. Just be ikhlas and calm. One thing I keep in my mind: I may have the guarantee from God. Don't worry be happy.

Yekti
July 15, 2015